hurmmm....sume post aku dh delete..kosong, zero blog aku ni....
ya allah..kuatkan hati aku....too many things yg aku dh gone thru slame ni...
n pliz..lg satu dugaan je ni aku nk kene gt thru...hopefully aku ok...
aku dh jnji dgn die..
its nt easy being 3rd person in some1's relationship..im nt d 3rd person, bt bnde ni jd accidentally..he's my bestest fren ever n suddenly i fall in luv wit him..oh no no no..
d worst thing, gf die bkn kt cni..kt oversea..n aku slalu dgn die..berkepit 24jam..wt shud i do??? aku tmpt die manjje, share everytg...n same goes to me..aku nk manje2 dgn sape lg klu bkn die....
n now...i just realize, its like aku membina kebahagiaan di atas air mate seorg pmpuan lain...then, i shud go....aku dh janji dgn die, dgn diri aku sndiri...aku akan pg...tp..ya allah..x bole...dh bape kali try nk pg, tp x bole...bounding tu makin kuat..sgt..utuh...batu bata, batu konkrit...smlm n arini je kitorg dh berkepit...siap umie lg join..walla..haha..cmno tuh..cmtu kate nk pg? huh..lawak2...umai,plizzz.....u hv to sayang...umai, ko kene pg jugk...jgn kacau hubungan org lain..umie x pnh ajar macam tuh....tp cmne? klu dh asyik tot tet tot tet je dgn hp, jmpe, berkepit... org pn pelik tgk kitorg, kitorg pn pelik dgn diri kitorg sndiri..pg2 kua jog same2...pastu lunch..pastu dinner..bile mase nye x tgk muke die? bile duk kt bilik jela kan..hurmmmm....
ko kene pg jugk umai..ko dh ckp kt die td kan..ko ckp, ko pg n promise to find some1 special, utk jauh dr die..smpi bile????? xpyh nk menipu la umai...ko mmg xleh nk lepas die kan....mmg x bole pn....n ko mmg xkan carik org lain kan.... adoiiii....kusut2....bf pn tarak... dh2..just kosongkan hati...zero..zero trus....jgn ade sape2 pn,umai..... sume tu x gune..x kekal.....
ahhh..bising ar ym ni..bunyik jek..jantan2 desperate nk chat..g mampos la kan...
keje aku, block org jekk..doiii..
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